Tuesday, June 19, 2007

ای خنک آن کس که پیش از مرگ مُرد

salam to all

I am sorry of that couldn’t to be hamrah with you for a long time( to reason had problem computer) .
I read beautiful writings haji,passion,miniature,baharnareng and other frends and thanks you to reason to bring up interesting issues.

in last two week, I had journey to shomal(jaye hameye shoma sabz bood)and interesting thing happen is this I have thinking in during way to nullity, death and being, be alive all kaenat.

For example: I hadn’t at all tired feel in during way, because road was so much beautiful so tired was meaningless, trees which in autumn and first winter season were dry and lifeless and mountain and tappehayi were yellow, to become to trees with green barghaye and some of trees branch full of gilass and apple fruits and mountain and earth were as green carpet. In my idea this change mean evolution.

In last month I read book called درستایش نا ستوده ها that in one of chapter author explain about ستایش مرگ آموزی and praise did death to form beautiful.
This author said" we usually separate life of death and this distance between life and death cause to be afraid of death, we never experience death in life text and never question of our self so is it fight everyday live is near to real life or no? "

" the root often depressions and basis factor in life energy decrease, in had no suitable information about death. Whom is aware of death , moment to moment life for him/her is a moajezeh and absorb and neshate shorangiz"
My mean death and life in other side, has value and if we don’t thinking to death, aim of live and effort for it is meaningless and to said dr karimi "life and happiness to one mean, meaning die in any time and be live in other time".

We all of time thinking to live, un aware of that live understand and life feeling, when find grow up in our exist as thinking to death. Because, is death continual presence, as light life meaning .

I think afraid of death great to reason had no prepare for enter to other world and after dependence to مادی world and to be forgotten… .

To said attar:

خلق ترسند از تومن ترسم زخود کز تونیکو دیده ام از خویش بد

when I go to ghabrestan great thinking to myself and my function and my mean in this time I and selfish destroy and that thing remain in mind:
انا لله و انا الیه راجعون

I hope when death, we could esteghbal konim of it with simple sure.

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